Current mood:	tired
Current music:	zombie by the cranberries stuck in head

So yeah I am posting again
this song is exactly what i feel like at this moment. I am on this these meds for anxiety and depression and they make me tiered as fuck not to mention I have a cold that I took something for and now I feel like well see the song. So it is the last week of classes. I made it. With the ability to go to school next semester. Mom and I are on better terms. My dad is the most wonderful man alive. And I miss people so much I feel like my heart is going to explode. This Thursday I head down to Beltane. To explain:
1. My friends like to beat each other up with large padded weapons
2. They meet in a group to do this.
3. One is called Ampguard which is more rpg and a little less rough, the other is Daggerhere (i have no idea if that is how it is spelled) and it is fairly violent.
4. Daggerhere is having an event to correspond to the Pagan holiday Beltane.
5. I will be in a cabin for several days or wandering about the park looking at merchants, possibly drinking (may not bit overrated), and mostly just having fun dressing up and watching people beat the crap out of each other. Oh, and hanging with Trish and hoping she doesn't have her baby there (she is due in 3 weeks.)
6. Oh yeah and its in Montgomery Bell in Dickson.
This is my first event. I think I may try the beating people up thing at some point but for now I am content. I bought this gorgeous black velvet dress at the goodwill to where to the feast. Yeah there is a big feast. I am still planning on New Orleans. Hopefully it will be in the cards. And mom wants me to come see her. However, I refuse to for more than a week or I will fucking kill her. I love her but we have been a little at odds lately. I feel very music deprived. Sigh.