| Current mood: |  anxious |
| Current music: | Flight of the Bumblebee |
Scared as Hell
Ok so I keep putting applications in. I go to the interviews. I am told many wonderful things. Then they add those horrid words. "We'll call you". I don't have a job. I can't find a job. I owe lots of money to my landlord. I have no where else to go. I go to bed hungry and I wake up cold. This is no way to live. And the weirdest thing of all is, I am happier now than I have been in years. At least since I was like 8. However I am very very very very nervous. I owe $265 in four days or I get an eviction notice. WHY THE FUCK WON"T ANYONE HIRE ME!! I am a good worker I can do this. If I even just had a job there would be an extention on the bills. Well I have to go now and slam my head repeatedly into the wall.
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